Behind The Lens

I'm reading a book, a book called 《Myself》, and I need to reading it all my life. Person I meet are the words in my book. I found myself among the words. As the speed of reading slows down, the distance between the words is getting farther and farther, which gives me more space and more time to explore. I can feel the people around me and the weight of their words touch my sensitivity. I stand in this space, embrace myself and feel the scars drawn by these words. For the first time, I found that these scars can't be seen or touched. It's just my own feeling, a kind of consciousness. This consciousness has flowed through my life and made me realize that sensitivity is my advantage as well as my shortcoming. It makes me more sensitive to the art in life，but makes me easily misunderstand others. Especially in the process of online learning，I use film editing to connect my personality characteristics, express my personality and favorite things with various colors, echo the background music with clips. I like light and shadow，with the programming to add a layer of filter, all things add a layer of hazy feeling. Because we can't touch each other in online communication, my impression of everyone is fuzzy, imaginative and easy to misunderstand. This kind of consciousness, like the tone of the stream of consciousness in this video, is just a imagination. Maybe I think too much.When I feel that others misunderstand me, maybe I also misunderstand others. No one will deliberately hurt you for no reason. People here are really love and support each other. When you think that someone said something hurt you, maybe you should change your position and think, maybe you also said something hurt others . But in any case, online communication does break some geographical limitations and make us cherish the people around us more, cherish the relationship we can really touch, and make us more look forward to seeing each other in London. We have made a deal.