The Woman Behind the Peep Hole

My timidity for outside is perceived through the peephole. The fish that I fear the most is visualized by me as a manifestation of fear. Through the story of Pan Yuliang I perceive the three procesess of facing fear: avoidance, examination and reconciliation. Avoidance was my previous phase, my apartment like an armor that protect me. Now in the second stage, I leave the apartment to face fear, which is the same as being caught out of the water. I realized maybe I were a fish, too. I hope I can be a relaxed fish. Home is like a hard armor with a soft shell on the outside.